Hey ya'll, WUS SUP?
KATELYN & I are back together. Thank GOD, THANK GOD for lettin my SWEETHEART make the right choice and for following her heart. I am so glad & happy that we are back together.
Yeah, i admit, i said some things that i should'nt have and i said some hurtful things, and things that i REGRET sayin. It's just that i was upset and i do & say things i dont mean. ( THATS SOMETHING THAT I'M GOIN TO HAVE TO WORK ON. I DONT KNOW WHO CAN HELP ME WITH THAT OR IF ANYONE CAN BUT I'M GOIN TO HAVE TO WORK ON THAT. )
WELL, ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT ME & MY BABY GIRL ARE BACK TOGETHER. THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME.
I HAVE MY BABY GIRL BACK. I HAVE HER BACK NOW.
I MISSED HOLDIN HER IN MY ARMS FOR THAT WEEK. I MISSED LOOKIN IN HER EYES AND HOLDIN HER HAND. I MISSED WALKIN HER TO CLASS AND MEETIN HER AT HER LOCKER. basically, I MISSED EVERYTHING WE HAD. but now i dont have to miss those things anymore.
I'M NEVER GOIN TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES TWICE. I'M NOT GOIN TO RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP THIS TIME.
IT HURT ME TOO MUCH & IT HURT MY GIRLFRIEND TOO MUCH.
I HAD MADE A PROMISE TO HER AND I BROKE IT. I WAS HURT WHEN I BROKE THAT PROMISE. I HURT KATELYN MORE THAN I HURT MYSELF. ( i had promised her that i will never hurt her as long as we are together. and i ended-up brakin that promise. i seen how bad that hurt her more than it hurt me. i never ever want to do that or see that again. )
I JUST HOPE, KATELYN, THAT YOU WILL FORGIVE ME FOR THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE. I JUST WANT YOU TO TRUST ME THE WAY YOU DID BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPENED. ( i know it will take a good while before you begin to trust me again. but i hope you will trust me again someday. i also hope you will FORGIVE for my mistakes. i admit that i made mistakes and broke promises. but, thats never goin to happen again, as long as i live. cause of the same reasons as above. i dont want to see both of us hurt like that again, mainly you BABE. )
MUCH LOVE FOR ALL YA'LL OUT THERE. ( especially to 1 special person and you know who you are. i know it's early but we will get there to that someday. hopefully, someday soon. )
<33333 BRAD |